On Being Shown
[fact]
Trust is a funny thing.
It doesn't always work the way one expects.
Or the way one wants.
But without it, love can feel like a fast train to nowhere.
Being shown and vulnerable by your partner,
is a trust and an act of love.
Showing you off is an act of love as well.
Both give and both can receive. If they trust.
[fiction]
I knelt on the pad at her direction and assumed the desired position. I
knew from experience that my wait might be minutes or hours in duration –
it didn’t matter. What did matter is that she had selected me to
provide whatever intimate pleasure she ultimately desired. And it was
that thought that kept my penis completely stiffened and on display for
her periodic perusal.
Her attention, while periodic in nature,
was on my erection. She demanded a certain level of elevation and was
sharp in her inspection methods. If she sensed a drop, she was quick to
require me to provide manual stimulation under her supervision. Her
goal, it seemed, was a throbbing intensity that left me pushing against
the air and my heart thumping in my chest and beating in my penis.
Her
preparations, this time, were different. She was clearing the living
room and doing something in the kitchen. The mystery was soon solved
when the doorbell rang and I heard the sounds of female voices. I became
very aware my exposed nakedness … and fought the urge to cover up or
run to other room. I knew either of those options would disappoint and
could end the relationship which always provided me explosive release
after a prolonged build up.
The voices grew louder and were
headed in my direction. I could make out the words now. “Have a seat and
I’ll fix us a drink”, I heard her say. She led two females into the
room and gestured to a couch directly across from where I knelt. My face
flushed and I fought the urge to flee. I was embarrassed by both my
position of subservience and my raging erection. While she acted as
though this were a common occurrence and carried on her end of the
conversation from the kitchen, her guests were unabashedly staring at my
appearance. My erection, rather than flagging as I expected, seemed to
grow in proportion to my embarrassment and discomfort.
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