On Being Shown
 [fact]
Trust is a funny thing.
It doesn't always work the way one expects.
Or the way one wants.
But without it, love can feel like a fast train to nowhere.
Being shown and vulnerable by your partner,
is a trust and an act of love.
Showing you off is an act of love as well.
Both give and both can receive.  If they trust.  
[fiction] 
I knelt on the pad at her direction and assumed the desired position. I 
knew from experience that my wait might be minutes or hours in duration –
 it didn’t matter. What did matter is that she had selected me to 
provide whatever intimate pleasure she ultimately desired. And it was 
that thought that kept my penis completely stiffened and on display for 
her periodic perusal.
Her attention, while periodic in nature, 
was on my erection. She demanded a certain level of elevation and was 
sharp in her inspection methods. If she sensed a drop, she was quick to 
require me to provide manual stimulation under her supervision. Her 
goal, it seemed, was a throbbing intensity that left me pushing against 
the air and my heart thumping in my chest and beating in my penis.
Her
 preparations, this time, were different. She was clearing the living 
room and doing something in the kitchen. The mystery was soon solved 
when the doorbell rang and I heard the sounds of female voices. I became
 very aware my exposed nakedness … and fought the urge to cover up or 
run to other room. I knew either of those options would disappoint and 
could end the relationship which always provided me explosive release 
after a prolonged build up.
The voices grew louder and were 
headed in my direction. I could make out the words now. “Have a seat and
 I’ll fix us a drink”, I heard her say. She led two females into the 
room and gestured to a couch directly across from where I knelt. My face
 flushed and I fought the urge to flee. I was embarrassed by both my 
position of subservience and my raging erection. While she acted as 
though this were a common occurrence and carried on her end of the 
conversation from the kitchen, her guests were unabashedly staring at my
 appearance. My erection, rather than flagging as I expected, seemed to 
grow in proportion to my embarrassment and discomfort.


 
 
 
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