disconnected
disconnected I used filters and diffusion on this photo because I wanted to show how felt at the time; disconnected from my body or maybe from my feelings. The unnatural colors and light seemed like the aura I was projecting. I was making a clip for a group of female friends, one of whom had requested that I dedicate a self touch session to her. I did. https://eroticwomanstories.blogspot.com/2022/11/zeldas-command.html If you check it out you can see that after a while I did manage to totally reconnected to my body. But it took a little bit. I'm guessing that trying to work a camera, worry about staging and lighting while playing with oneself created this feeling. Those of you with more experience probably don't get this condition. Thanks for letting me share that. In original colors it looked like this.